Aimee and the baby

2007-05-09T14:34:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!

I regret to inform you that this will be my last post. I know, I know, you are all thinking that you love reading my post everyday and will miss me dearly! Yeah right lol, I really do suck at remembering to update you and well it just isnt a top priority anymore. I would love for you take a look at my myspace page and send me a comment every once in a while. There are tons of pics of Isaiah and I, as well as Ike.

Thanks to everyone that has read my page!

Aimee

The link to my myspace page is: www.myspace.com/aimeenator

2007-04-10T20:47:00.000-07:00

My sweet boy

Me and my sweet boy

After his first bath

He loves his daddy

Mad....and a great pic of his curly wet hair!

These are just some random Isaiah pics...enjoy!

2007-04-08T21:58:00.000-07:00

SOOOO sorry it has been forever since I posted!!!

I had my baby....a month ago today actually.

This is Ike and I the morning of the 8th leaving for the hospital. We had a scheduled c-section due to Isaiah's size and the fact that he wasnt dropping. Little did we know what a great decision that turned out to be.

Isaiah Ryan Ikemefuna was born March 8, 2007 weighing 10lbs 10oz 21.5 inches long!!! Yes, I said 10lbs 10oz!!!

Such a cute boy!!!

2007-02-13T08:42:00.000-08:00

I am 27 today!!!!!

27 and having a baby in less than a month! WEIRD!!!!! Tomorrow is my baby shower at work which I am looking forward to. I am hoping to get all the little things I didn't get at my home shower!

I have been buying clothes for Isaiah like crazy, I just cant stop lol! Although, they are 6mos or more so I will need them eventually. Plus, I figure what I buy now will be less money I have to spend later down the line.

Here is a pic of an adorable pair of 6mos jean shorts I got at Target for $3!!! Ike thought they were really cute too!

I don't know why he isn't looking at the camera since it was his idea to take the picture! LOL

Ike and I have a romantic dinner planned for Saturday for Valentine's. He works til midnight M-F so the weekend is all we have. I think it is going to be really nice, we are both dressing up and hopefully we can get pics!

That's all for now, have a lovely Valentine's Day!!

2007-01-28T19:01:00.000-08:00

BABY SHOWER!!!

My pretty cake....WELCOME ISAIAH

My gifts before opening!

Me holding Baby Dylan...isnt he cute!

One of Isaiah's outfits!

And finally....all my presents! I did pretty well!!

I had a blast at my shower and want to thank Natalee for all her hard work! It was great!!

2007-01-22T12:14:00.000-08:00

I got my car seat and stroller yesterday! It is so pretty, I am so excited about it! I know these are crappy photos but it is a lovely chocolate brown and a blue/green color! Very cool!

2007-01-18T13:10:00.000-08:00

Two posts in one day...WOW!

I forgot to post a pic of Isaiahs bedding so here it is. The set I was orginally going to purchase got discontinued...figures lol...but this set is cute.

This is Isaiahs crib and bedding. My bed as you see in the pic has pink sheets and a creme comforter...not so good with a baby! So I have since bought myself a new bedding set that goes with his colors and is kid friendly.

But for now here is his stuff!!

2007-01-18T11:52:00.000-08:00

33 wks I am!

I am 33 wks already, it has gone by so fast. It has been an awesome pregnancy up to this point but I think it is all downhill from here. I feel yucky and I am so emotional. It seems like everything just hits me so hard. I am tired of the bad weather, I havent seen Ike in almost two weeks, I had to postpone my Baby Shower....it is just like everything is going wrong!

I know most of it is just being pregnant and emotional and will go away soon enough. I am trying to stay positive because it could be A LOT worse. So, positive I am!

Here is my latest pic taken today by the lovely Nat.

This pic is of 31wks and then 33wks. It totally amazed me how big I have gotten in the last two weeks. This is why I feel yucky lol!

Sorry I havent been posting often, I always forget about my blog until I start to read Nats. So basically we can just blame it on her! J/K

My shower that was supposed to be this weekend will be next weekend and I am excited! I will have tons of pics and will gladly share them with you all!

Have a great weekend!

2007-01-02T11:05:00.000-08:00

Third Ultrasound today!

At our last us (18wks) the baby had a bit of fluid in his kidney, so they scheduled another one so they could check it again.

His kidneys were looking fine and he is still a HE! Dad was proud of his giant scrotum lol! He already has hair on his little head, well, I say little but he actually measured big this time. He measured 4lbs 7 oz and Feb 22nd due date.......we arent due til March 6. So I guess I will talk to the dr. about what that means and if anything is changing. All in all, it was very exciting to see the little guy. He was sucking and playing with his little toes. CUTE!

Oh, and my glider came in and I love it!!!!!

2006-12-20T13:06:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS PRESENT!!!!

This is my Christmas present from IKE!!!!! I AM SOOOO EXCITED TO GET IT! He just ordered it so it should be here next week sometime! I cant wait to sit in it!!! YEAH!!!

2006-12-18T12:53:00.000-08:00

A lovely pic of my bare belly! I am between 28 and 29 wks and it still amazes me how fast it passes. It's weird cause I dont feel like my belly is that big but I can tell that my body is working harder to support it. I can't walk for long periods of time without getting completely exhausted and my back just kills me. I am just going to have to take it slow and let myself rest more.

2006-12-15T15:21:00.000-08:00

Went to get a pedi!!

It felt SOO nice! I am definitely doing that several times before Isaiah is born! I have had several before but I never really appreciated the rubbing and care taken. Also, my lady got fancy with it and put some decorations on my big toe!! Check it out!

The pic is a little blurry since I took it with my phone, but you can see she did her thang and painted a pretty holly.

FYI, I would like to thank Nat since this was one of my christmas presents! LOVE YA!!

2006-12-08T10:18:00.000-08:00

A LOT HAS HAPPENED THIS WEEK!!

1. I failed my Glucose test! Ugh...now I have to take the 3 hr test and be on a "eat as much as you possibly can" diet three days prior. I am not at all excited about this!

2. I started the first part of my birthing classes. Nat is going with me and let me tell ya we had a blast!! This first part is about prenatal care and then caring for the newborn when it arrives. We got to play with the rubber babies that represent different weeks in the womb...I took photos as well! All in all, we had a great time learning and playing and I cant wait to go next week!

Here some of the photos:

These are the rubber babies at 9wks, 18wks, 26wks and 30wks

This is Nat holding the 26wk and 30wk babies. Isaiah is 27wks now, wow he is so big how is he fitting lol!!

2006-11-26T22:00:00.000-08:00

NEW PICS FOR YOU VIEWING PLEASURE!!!

Showing off my belly at 26 weeks

Trinity and I posing for Natalee

Being seductive and pregnant isnt as easy as it looks!!

2006-11-16T12:58:00.000-08:00

BELLY IS GROWING....

WOW, look how much I have grown in three weeks! That is crazy!!! If you will remember the first pic was taken at 21 weeks. The second pic Nat took today at 24 weeks. It is crazy how fast it happens! YIKES, think of how much bigger I will be in 3 more weeks!!!

2006-11-09T12:00:00.000-08:00

Love is:

Love is knowing that your unborn child is loved imensily even before he is born. Knowing that you would do anything to protect him and knowing that he will grow up with two parents that will ALWAYS be here for him!

This is Ike and I at a party before the baby was even created. Knowing that Ike will love his son and care for him just as much as I already do gives me such comfort.

We love you baby Isaiah and cant wait to meet you!
Love mommy and daddy

2006-11-06T12:40:00.000-08:00

WE PICKED OUT THE BABY BEDDING!!!!

And oh is it sooooo cute!!!!

How adorable is that??? We already have a crib but still no mattress, so as soon as we get one I am buying this! It was only $80 for all four pieces! I thought that was a steal! Our crib is honey colored so it will look cute! I also bought those big wooden letters at walmart and painted them chocolate brown and they are hanging above the crib! TOO CUTE!!!!

Have I mentioned we picked out a name?!?!? Isaiah! It is a name I have always liked and Ike is picking out the middle name. So the letters above the crib spell out ISAIAH! I cant wait to buy the bedding and have the baby to put in it!

2006-10-27T13:10:00.000-07:00

Finally a belly shot!

On the left we have a photo taken many a months ago, pre baby. On the right a belly shot taken yesterday at work by Nat! I used to have somewhat of a flat tummy but that has all ended LOL! It is kind of funny to look at the pics, the before you can actually see a shadow under my boobs! Now, my belly is beyond my boobs! Weird! I cant even begin to imagine what it will be like when I get bigger!

More to come....

2006-10-23T13:18:00.000-07:00

Active baby!!!

I felt the baby move for the first time about a week ago. We (Nat, Jake, my cousins and I) were at the movie theater waiting for our movie to start when I felt a little twitch in my stomach! I said to Nat "OMG! I think I just felt the baby move!" Then the night after that I was laying in bed and I felt the twitches again, that time I was sure it was the baby!

I have been feeling them every once in a while since then but today he has been more active than normal. It is about 2:00pm here and I just finished lunch about an hour ago and he is just jumping around in there! It still feels like twitches but I know it is him! It is so cool to finally be at that part of my pregnancy! Although I am terrified at the thought of having to give birth lol, I am totally ready to get this show on the road!

2006-10-19T10:14:00.000-07:00

Its been quite a while....

I hadn't realized that it had been so long since I updated this thing. I am really really bad at this!!!

So, it is Love Thursday and my BFF Natalee posted a beautiful post on her blog about our friendship and that inspired me to post about her!

Nat is an amazing friend. She has always been there for me, pee stick and all, and I truly treasure her. I am so happy that I get to share my pregnancy with her and my son will grow up with bestest Aunt Nat any kid could have!

Thank you, Nat, for coming into my life and sharing these wonderful (although kinda scary) moments with me.

Also, I have included several pictures for your ahhing and laughing! We are a bunch of goofballs... really!

Nat and I at work cheezin'

Nat and I enjoying one of our many bowling nights

Nat at the Memorial Walk looking sexy in her tights

This is one of my favorite pics of Nat. We were cleaning out her closet...we had a blast!!

2006-10-05T09:18:00.000-07:00

A LITTLE SURVEY FOR YOUR ENJOYMENT...

1. FIRST NAME? Aimee

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My middle name is also my mothers middle name, Renae.

3. LAST CRY? I cry often now since I am pregnant. I teared up last night on the way home from my grammas house, just because she can be very difficult...to say the least.

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? I loved my handwriting before the stroke. I realize that it is getting extremely better and that I write better than most people but it still isnt the same!

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? I like ham and turkey.

6. KIDS? Just the one in my belly! I think I will just stick with him for now!

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? OF COURSE!!! I think I am a great friend!

8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? Just this thing lol

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Doesnt everyone

10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Well both my brother and I had them removed at a very young age but I have heard they can grow back, so I dont know!

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? I would love to bungee jump, maybe not while pregnant lol though!

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? HONEY NUT CHEERIOS! (does that look like the right spelling? You know how sometimes words just look weird)

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Yes

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? When it comes to certain things. I know how to ignore hurtful words and not to sweat the small stuff, for the most part!

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Vanilla with chocolate syrup!

16. SHOE SIZE? 9 - 9.5....sometimes 10

17. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? Right now it is the ERUPTION that has happen to my face since I am carrying this child! I have always had a pimple every once in a while but now it just looks like something exploded! I HATE IT!!!

18. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? My grandpa, he died in 1995 from lung cancer. We were very close and I miss him a lot! Also, my mom, she lives in Canada so we dont see each other often. However, she is coming for two weeks in March when the baby is born! I am excited!

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? I am wearing tan dress slacks and brown boots (I am at work)

20. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? There is a lady at work today wearing a skirt that has bells on it, so when she walks it sounds like santa coming to town!

21. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Hot pink

22. FAVORITE SMELL? men and flowers

23. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My brother, he is taking my to lunch today!

24. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO? Their smile and usually their shoulders and width of them.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Of course, I stole it from Nat and she is my bestest buddy!

26. FAVORITE DRINK? Lets start with alcoholic since I cant have any now! I like Amaretto Sours, mmm! Non-alcoholic I like coke and chocolate milk lol!

27. FAVORITE SPORT? OKC Blazers Hockey and Hornets basketball

28. EYE COLOR? Brown

29. HAT SIZE. Dont wear hats, Ike wears a 7 1/2 (not that i know what that number means lol)

30. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No, so far my vision is perfect

31. FAVORITE FOOD? Mexican and Chinese.....anything with CHEESE!

32. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING? How about a scary movie with a happy ending!

33. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AT THE MOVIE THEATER? The Covenant

34. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Turquoise (spelling looks weird on that too)

35. SUMMER OR WINTER? Spring

36. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs from friends and relatives but KISSES from BOYS

37. FAVORITE DESSERT? LOVE LOVE LOVE chocolate covered cherries and CHESSECAKE

38.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? Well a booked called Maneater, although I have been "reading" it for a while now.

39. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? I dont have a mouse pad, I have a mousing surface and it is black

40. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV ? Americas Next Top Model! Love that show!

41. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SOUNDS? Voices of people I love and miss and music

42. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? Probably the Beatles

43. THE FURTHEST YOU’VE BEEN FROM HOME? Raliegh, North Carolina. I went to Alaska with my mom when I was just months old. We rode on a train to visit my fathers relatives, of course, I have no memory of it.

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Midwest City, Oklahoma...sadly where I currently reside!

2006-10-04T14:29:00.000-07:00

IT'S A................

BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am having a baby boy! I am more excited then I thought I would be about it! Now, if we could just come up with some names!!

2006-09-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

Finding out the sex...

A week from tomorrow we are having an ultrasound done to find out this baby sex. Ike and I both would like a girl but, of course, we would be happy with a boy as well! I am beyond excited! I will finally be able to buy clothing and all the numerous things we will need. Besides all that, this will definitely make it more real for both me and Ike.

I have been having pains on the sides of my stomach, feels like I am pulling a muscle. I looked into it and found out that at the start of the second trimester you will have Round Ligament Pain. So basically my stomach is going to FINALLY start growing. I am not showing much, so I just look like I am a little thicker in the middle lol, if that. I am excited to finally have a belly.

Anyways, thats the news for now!

2006-09-13T14:59:00.000-07:00

BAD DREAMS....

I have been having horrible dreams lately. I have dreams that I fall and the baby dies, I have dreams that the delivery is awful, I have dreams that I will go into labor and have to give birth to the baby ALONE. Now, I know that these are dreams that probably every to-be mom has, they just bother me.

More so than that, I am almost terrified at the idea of going off my medicine a week or so before. Oh thats right, I have told you about the stroke I had in January of this year!

REWIND!

Okay so the day was January 26, and Nat and I were at a blood drive being held in our building. I was on the table and the nurse had started to put iodine on my arm when I suddenly felt a feeling rush over me and I knew something was wrong. I told the nurse I didnt feel right and she called another nurse over who determined that it was just nerves and I needed to just relax. By this time Nat had noticed and was making her way over (she couldnt give blood b/c she was sick at the time). One of the nurse was making a call to her boss and I was beginning to get really SCARED. Nat had called my gramma, who is also my boss, and told that something was wrong and she should come down. I just remember looking at the ceiling and thinking I dont feel right, I was talking very weird like I just couldnt quite think right. My right hand was moving or doing anything at normal speed, Natalee said that the right side of my face was not moving when I smiled.

Moments later I am talking to the Bank owner (we work in a Bank of Oklahoma building) so I guess someone notified him. Before, I knew it an ambulance had been called. Gramma got there and Nat told her what was going on, all the while I couldnt quite put together what was happening. Gramma sent Nat back upstairs and by then the ambulance had arrived. They came in and talk to me, took my blood pressure and then started wheeling me away. They wouldnt let gramma ride with me and when I looked over at her I could see her mouthing that she would be at the hospital by the time I got there.

Riding on an ambulance was an experience I dont ever wanna go through again. I was so scared and alone. I was just looking up trying to keep my eyes, which felt SO heavy, open cause I thought if I went to sleep I wouldnt wake up again. We arrived at the hospital in no time and gramma was waiting in front of the emergency room. They wheeled me in and began taking my blood pressure, it was 170/121. They gave me blood pressure meds to get it down and sent me straight for a CT scan. We waited and waited, my brother and uncle showed up and the doctors had really said anything about what was going on! We were there for about 5 hours and they were releasing me, I started to cry. I was still having slurred speech and I couldnt hardly move my right arm, how could they release me?? He said he was sending me to a specialist first thing in the morning but for now the best thing to do was go home and rest. After we arrived home it wasnt long before I did sleep. I just remember thinking I would be like this forever.

The next morning we (gramma and I) got dressed and went to see the dr. Of course, I couldnt walk without tipping to the right so gramma had to help me alot. He said that I had had a minor stroke from a blood clot. They didnt ever find the cause. I recovered almost 99% within a month. Now, nine months later, you cant ever tell I had a stroke. I am very blessed!!!

I am on Plavix, which my OBGYN knows about. He said it is fine and that he would take me off a week or so before the birth b/c it is a blood thinner and all. I cannot breastfeed though. Which I have gotten used to the idea of that. I have just been thinking about when they take me off for that week or so, I hope nothing happens! I am sure it will be fine but I cant help but be scared. That experience is something I wouldnt wish on anyone. Even typing this and reliving it made me teary, it was a horrible terrifing moment and I never wanna go through it again!

Well that was a terribly sad post and I will try to type happier things next time :)

2006-09-05T10:19:00.000-07:00

Well......Ive lost weight :(

I have lost 5 pounds, which my Dr. said was fine. It kind of worried me though when I stepped on the scale. I am sure it is a result of me busting my ass at the second job. I have been so tired!!! He also listened to the baby's heart and it sounded fine so that is good! I am officially in my second trimester today. It is kind of exciting but also scary that I am getting so close to LABOR!!!

They also talked to me about a payment plan. So I am worrying about paying the TTL for my car, which is $400 AND my first car payment AND my student loans that I still have AND getting my cavities filled AND now my first payment for the baby....ALL IN SEPTEMBER! UGH..... This is why I have a second job! Luckily, when I told Ike he said he would give me money next weekend to pay the dr. for Sep. so that is a relief! He doesnt think I should be working at all and says he can help me pay my student loans and stuff. While, I appreciate the thought, I feel like that is my responsibility. Not to mention that he already has tons to pay himself. He truly is a nice guy.

2006-08-24T09:56:00.000-07:00

IT HAPPENED!

Well I finally threw up and it was awful. It happened yesterday at 10am, I hadnt eaten anything yet and I was drinking Crystal Light Fruit Punch. I was at the front desk talking to Nat when it just hit me. I made to the bathroom but barely in the stall before I let rip! It looked like I had bled everywhere. Bless Nat's heart, she cleaned it all up including my pee. Yeah, I peed my pants. I couldnt help it and luckily I was wearing a skirt so it didnt get my clothes. I did, however, go commando for the rest of the day....in a skirt! I will remember to bring a change of clothes from now on. It was an awful feeling and I hope to never do it again. I think it was just because I hadnt eaten, so now I am making sure to eat breakfast. I have been good so far today!

The job is working out pretty good. We basically just vacuum for 3 hours and the extra money is going to be great! I will finally have all my loans paid off and start the new year with two of my New Year's resolutions fulfilled! On top of that, I am having a baby, which I get more and more excited about as time goes by.

2006-08-22T11:55:00.000-07:00

Time for a second job!

Well Nat and I got a second job cleaning an elementary school. It is really going to be pretty easy, just vacuuming and moping basically. The job is from 6-9, so we can go straight there after we get off from our first job. Nat is doing it to help with student loans and I am doing it for my new car. See, originally I had planned to have my student loans paid off and THEN get a new car, only it didnt work that way. So I am paying 3 loans and now a car payment, which I can do, but then I would be broke. So this job is perfect. It only pays $7 but that is an extra $300 or so that I didnt have! I am only planning on doing it through probably November til I have my loans paid off. Besides, by then I will have a belly and I dont know how well I will be able to clean. Ike started school and now is not only working 40 hours a week, he is taking 18 hours of school. So, needless to say, he is going to be busy! So this job should work to me occupied until he has time.

Although I feel very lucky not to have to go through morning sickness and such, my face is breaking out horribly. I am so self-conscious about it! I guess it could always be worse, it is only along my jaw line so not that noticeable unless you see me from the side. I just hate it though, I wish there were something I could do but nothing seems to help. I have been sleeping great lately which is a relief, so thats a plus!

I am so ready to find out the sex of the baby, it is driving me crazy. I absolutely CANNOT wait! Only a month and a half to go!

2006-08-18T10:24:00.000-07:00

New car...

So I got a new car. It is a 2004 Dodge Status and is a beautiful shade of red. This car to me is awesome considering my old is a 1997 Dodge Stratus with 192,000 miles on it. It was barely making it. I was extremely excited about it when I got it two days ago, but now there is just so much to do and BUY! I had to get a home phone, which I have never had because I always just use my cell phone. I think it is completely ridiculous but they wouldnt budge! UGH!!! That and the insurance and TTT (tag, title and tax) I am now broke and will be for the next few months! But I needed a new car and I am proud that this is my first car that I have purchased! So I guess it is a good thing!

I havent been feeling great, especially today. I am so tired and sick feeling, I would like to just go home and go back to bed! Also, I think I am a little moody!! PRAY FOR ME

2006-08-07T20:02:00.000-07:00

So EXCITED...... *UPDATED*

I went to the doctor today to check the babys heartbeat. Turns out I am farther along than originally estimated. I am 9 weeks and 5 days. WOW! We (Nat and I) got to see a pic of the baby and hear the heartbeat. I am extremely elated! All this time, it didnt actually feel real, but now it is SO real...I wanna show the pic to everyone! I sent the pic to my mom, she lives in Canada, and she was so excited as well! She thinks it is a boy, Nat and I and everyone else believe it is a girl. Only time will tell!

2006-08-04T07:54:00.000-07:00

Another restless night!

I didn't sleep well last night! I have been having trouble staying asleep and getting comfortable. I wake up at 1:30 and watch TV and try falling back asleep...it really makes the next day suck. I am so exhausted, yet when I try to go to bed early, I just lay there. Ike is going out of town this weekend for a conference. He is going to be gone next weekend as well. I hate when he goes out of town, I cant call him and I have gotten used to talking to him everyday. I am just cranky this morning I think. I NEED REST!!! I guess I should be happy that I still havent gotten sick, really happy about that! At least it is FRIDAY!!! Have a good one, I will try :)

2006-08-02T09:41:00.000-07:00

Well this is my first blog ever! My best friend Nat has a blog that I have been reading, while I dont think my blog will be as entertaining or witty as hers, I can try!

First things first, I am having a baby. I am currently 7 weeks 4 days pregnant. I am not married and I dont even have a boyfriend. You might be wondering how this happened...well let me explain! I have been dating this man named Ike, that I think is wonderful btw, for about two years. He goes to school full time (with a degree in Bio-Medical Engineering) and does real estate stuff on the side, so he is fairly busy. Oh, and he lives about 30 minutes from me so not necessarily close. A couple of months ago we agreed that it would be best if we stopped seeing each other for a while. He needed to get work and school figured out and I needed to get over HIM! You see he is a great guy, which is why it is hard! He has a great relationship with God which I admire, he is honest and driven...just perfect, for the most part. He is from Nigeria and moved here about 9 years ago. His father is a doctor as is one of his sisters. He wanted to come to America to experience everything life has to offer and to accomplish EVERYTHING he wants and his family wants for his life. See why I love the man....oh yeah I didnt mention that I LOVE THIS MAN!

Anyways, back to baby! Well it had been a month since our break and he called. Of course I was excited to hear from him and he could tell. We talked for a while on the phone and then about 45 minutes later he was at my door. I have to admit I was thrilled!!! He missed me!! Well we got back together that Friday night but by Sunday the happiness had worn off. I was so happy to have him back in my life but I couldnt go back to the way we were. I wanted him to be my boyfriend and to spend more time with him and he felt he couldnt commit to that. So, we broke up again. However, three weeks later....no menstral! I let him know I hadnt started and he was great about it. He came over took me to dinner and we talked, he assured me like he always did that it would be fine either way.

I was officially late. I was several days late and I am never late! Nat (bf and also works with me) and I decided to go to walmart at lunch and get a test. I peed and there were two pink lines...then I cried! Nat hugged me and told that it would be ok and I knew it would! Oh, I forgot to mention that we used a condom.....so much for that! I am 26 and will be 27 before the baby is born...normal age for an expecting mom. Ike is 29. I called him on the way back to work from walmart, he said congratulations....I said congratulations to you too! He is okay with it once we got over the initial shock of it all! He has been great this whole thing. Although we arent together we are "hanging out". I stay the night at his house and he at mine. We are just taking it one day at a time and just trying to do what is right for the baby. I know that he will always be there for me and the baby no matter what happens and for that I am grateful.

I am now extremely excited about becoming a mother! I have always wanted children and now it is happening! So far I havent had any morning sickness (knock on wood), just a little nausea in the morning and breast tenderness. I hope it stays this way! On Monday, Nat and I are going to the doctor to hear the babys heart, I am so excited and happy that I get to share this with my best friend! Ike went to the first doctor appt but couldnt take off for this one. But I am glad it is Nat going!

Well thats all for now, more to come!